Fiction (Dreams in Digital)

Love is the most complex "thing" in the world. That's in my opinion.

I have found the love of my life, and if we were out of school, that would make my dreams true. I want to do so many things with her. Going out to expensive restaurants would be one thing. But i want to do that to a small extent. I would rather be with her, cuddleing in a couch, watching a all the episodes to a tv series, like The Sopranos, or watching a movie, like Never Back Down, or Step Up and Step Up 2. But i don't know if that'll happen...as I am away from her. Just being next to her and feeling her warmth next to me is a dream to me.

I had a dream, it was me and her, we were in a cabin up somewhere where it snows, and we were cuddleing, next to a fireplace. Then we went to sleep and we had an intimate time. (When Is ay intimate, i don't mean sex, but just being very personal and talking.) This is something that I would want to do with her the most.

"Love is a never-ending flame." H.I.M.

Totally Forgot

So yestreday was a month till my 17th birthday.WOOOOOO! and once i'm 17, i just have one more year of living in my HELL HOLE of a house and family and hello back to Iowa, with my friends, and.. Nicole. Love is a never dying flame.

Hearts Burst Into Fire

so i just downloaded Bullet For My Velentine's Scream Aim Fire cd. it's amazing. and my favorite song is the 1st one, Scream Aim Fire. Then i listened to Hearts Burst Into Fire. and i fell in love w/ the song because it's about being away from the one who you love. besides this metal song about love, i am also obssesd with Killswitch Engage's "Rose Of Sharyn". and the lyrics to Heats Burst into Fire are:

I'm coming home,
I've been gone for far too long,
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving,
Have I fucked things up again?
I'm dreaming,
Too much time without you spent,


It hurts, wounds so sore,
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn,
I've been far away,
When I see your face my,
Heart Bursts into Fire
Hearts Burst Into Fire


Your not alone,
I know I'm far from home,
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving,
Do you wait for me again?
I'm screaming,
No more days without you spent,

It hurts, wounds so sore,
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn,
I've been far away,
When I see your face my,
Heart Bursts Into Fire,
Hearts Burst Into Fire,


My beds so cold, so lonely,
No arms just sheets to hold me,
Has this world stopped turning,
Are we forever to be apart?
Forever to be apart,

It hurts, wounds so sore,
Now I'm torn, now I'm torn,
I've been far away,
When I see your face my,
Heart Bursts Into Fire,
Hearts Burst Into Fire,


I'm coming home, I've been gone for too long,
I'm coming home, do you remember me at all?
Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving, I'm screaming, I'm Dreaming,
My heart bursts into fire

Poem ?

so i was on redvsblue (halosite), and one of my friends posted a poem, and it sounds very interesting. it reminds me of Nicole. I know i'll see her again, but waiting too long is gona be the death of me.

not exactly love

every night i pray upon a star
when i wake you're still too far
how does love like this live on?
it's always darkest before the dawn
i know it's supposed to make me strong
sometimes i feel it's gone to long
how could it be that i love you so
maybe i should just let you go
love shouldn't be a one way street
it's supposed to be like when lover's meet
damaged goods are all i'll be
since the day you were done with me

In Georgia

Hey what's up? not much, just hateing life and being bored. I'm in georgia and missing Iowa, and all of my friends. Peace.